Forgive me O Allaah ...

Ya Allaah Ya Rahmaan Ya Raheem

Forgive me O Sovereign of my life

O Sublimely Magnificent Guardian

O Lord of Ennobling Generosity

O Universally Merciful Healer

For my tongue is too inept

My language skills too poor

To ever express in full measure

The overwhelming gratitude overflowing

From my heart my being my very soul

For Your Bountiful Blessings

For Your Endless Beneficence

For Your Sublime Compassion

For Your Benevolent Protection

For Your All-Responsive Healing

For granting me refuge from pain

For shielding me from suffering

For girding me with strength

For infusing my heart with Faith

For delivering me from sickness

O Allaah O Allaah O Allaah

O Pure Beneficence

O Universally Merciful

O Singularly Compassionate

Glory be to You, O Allaah

Ya H'ayyu Ya Qayyoom bi Rah'mathika Astaghees

O You, the Everlasting and All-Sustainer

Persistently do I invoke Your Mercy.

Another Battle Begun In This Ongoing War

Continuous spiritual battle from last December
Victorious and healing by Allaah's Mercy
Supported periodically by toxic legionaries
Engaging in all strength with the traitors
Who meta morphed into an invading army
Running unfettered through out the system
Till beaten by Faith and Prayer to Allaah AlMighty
The last resistors mopped by the Legion

Another battle begun today by the Legion

Against the multiplying invading enemy within

The attacking phalanx of Docetax hammer at enemy lines
Followed by steady ranks of the red Doxorub
Through the breach stab the mighty Cyclofos
Together combined beat the enemy in the blood
From the flank attack the hardy Zolendron
Laying siege to the enemy in their bony hideouts
Starving the resisting troops of all supplies

The sixth and last of such battles, Insha Allaah
To proceed to the next dimension in this long war
Victory assured by faith and supplication to Allaah AlMighty

يَا حَيُّ يَا قَيُّوْمُ بِرَحْمَتِكَ أَسْتَغِيْث

In my daughter's footsteps

How strange is life as I undertake the journey
That my baby daughter travelled yesterday
Stricken thrice, rising again with Allaah's Mercy
Here she stands by my side tall and pretty
By Allaah's Grace, not just a survivor
But a mighty conqueror.

How strange is life as I live her journey
Experience now what she could not explain then
Understand now what I could only see then
Here she stands holding firm my hand
Just as I did hers as she lay as I do now
Hope eternal, Allaah's Blessing.